... but it hadn't worked last time and it won't work this time, for the same exact reason: when he gets to the last minute, he doesn't want it bad enough.
whatever or whoever is trying to drown him can't overpower something as strong as his own wants. and despite everything - drowning is scary. anyone would panic. anyone would want it to stop.
he stands up and a part of him says: go check on sherlock. that would be the right thing to do. or go check on excalibur. or go check on vax. just do fucking something for anyone. anything. anything.
but instead he panics, and he freezes, and he watches other people break down and still doesn't do anything about it. he never changes. ]
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... but it hadn't worked last time and it won't work this time, for the same exact reason: when he gets to the last minute, he doesn't want it bad enough.
whatever or whoever is trying to drown him can't overpower something as strong as his own wants. and despite everything - drowning is scary. anyone would panic. anyone would want it to stop.
he stands up and a part of him says: go check on sherlock. that would be the right thing to do. or go check on excalibur. or go check on vax. just do fucking something for anyone. anything. anything.
but instead he panics, and he freezes, and he watches other people break down and still doesn't do anything about it. he never changes. ]