[ is this what it's like for people? damien vaguely wonders - is this what they feel like when he makes them forget? this awful collapse of everything around them, memories trying to push through the cracks in the world? he's getting real fucking tired of having things turned around on him. having the things he does to other people mirrored back to bite him in the ass. having to face consequences.
when vax yells his name he jolts in place, regaining the ability to fucking move. this place is falling apart around him and he thinks it's better not to push back against whatever is fucking with his head. but...
where did atsushi go? he lost track, a little bit. but vax is moving. barely. yams is moving.
mark died on that stage and he didn't move, and as always: it's too little too late. it's never enough, it's never when it counts.
but he does reach out towards yams. and say, very very unsteadily: ]
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when vax yells his name he jolts in place, regaining the ability to fucking move. this place is falling apart around him and he thinks it's better not to push back against whatever is fucking with his head. but...
where did atsushi go? he lost track, a little bit. but vax is moving. barely. yams is moving.
mark died on that stage and he didn't move, and as always: it's too little too late. it's never enough, it's never when it counts.
but he does reach out towards yams. and say, very very unsteadily: ]
Come on.