[ people crying still makes him freeze up. it's so hard to do anything in those moments because what can you even do for someone else? and his head is swimming with stress and also pain, because holy fuck?
maybe there's more he should do about this. when it was rose - he had wanted to comfort her. she was just a girl and she was going through something fucked up, alone. and he hadn't then. and he's not sure if he should, now.
maybe he should run away?
... if he's going to try to comfort her, maybe he should actually say something? or do something more substantial than... just come to kneel on the ground in front of her.
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maybe there's more he should do about this. when it was rose - he had wanted to comfort her. she was just a girl and she was going through something fucked up, alone. and he hadn't then. and he's not sure if he should, now.
maybe he should run away?
... if he's going to try to comfort her, maybe he should actually say something? or do something more substantial than... just come to kneel on the ground in front of her.
but that's all he does. ]