the noise is horrible - the violin, discordant and screechy - matches their surroundings, and vax's ears twitch as he drops to the ground. the ground? sort of the ground. as the world around him falls apart, instinctively, his hands slap up to his ears and he grips, hard, staring, heartbeat ratcheting.
face his fears. face his fears? he already faced it. he saw it. he saw- he saw someone? he saw someone, someone important die, horrifically, he died, the raven queen with her hands reaching for him, pulling him in -
fears he's overcome are realer than ever. he swears, still gripping the knife so tightly his knuckles are white. ]
Fuck - fuck --
[ the urge is there, still, because his first reaction to stress has always been the same. leave, leave, leave, leave, leave, get out, get out, run away, get out -
he tries to stagger forward, tries to force himself to remember, gripping hard in his hair, the sides of his head, remember, remember. ]
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the noise is horrible - the violin, discordant and screechy - matches their surroundings, and vax's ears twitch as he drops to the ground. the ground? sort of the ground. as the world around him falls apart, instinctively, his hands slap up to his ears and he grips, hard, staring, heartbeat ratcheting.
face his fears. face his fears? he already faced it. he saw it. he saw- he saw someone? he saw someone, someone important die, horrifically, he died, the raven queen with her hands reaching for him, pulling him in -
fears he's overcome are realer than ever. he swears, still gripping the knife so tightly his knuckles are white. ]
Fuck - fuck --
[ the urge is there, still, because his first reaction to stress has always been the same. leave, leave, leave, leave, leave, get out, get out, run away, get out -
he tries to stagger forward, tries to force himself to remember, gripping hard in his hair, the sides of his head, remember, remember. ]