[he doesn't know exactly what to do with the nose pinch, either - it kind of startles him out of his angst, and he just blinks, with a little hiccup.
he hasn't really cried for real since chinatsu - he's been keeping it quiet, to himself. he's gotten close, but he hasn't been able to let himself collapse like he did before. not because he didn't want to, it just - felt impossible. he's spent so long running from the negative that confronting it sounds like trying to run into a brick wall, over and over, but.
you dummy, we're not leaving you, they say, even if things change. even if they're not here, in the prism, the fact that they'd try to find him all the same -- well.
he breaks, a little, and brings his hands up to cover his face. noooooo. don't look at him while he cries, it's so embarrassing.....]
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he hasn't really cried for real since chinatsu - he's been keeping it quiet, to himself. he's gotten close, but he hasn't been able to let himself collapse like he did before. not because he didn't want to, it just - felt impossible. he's spent so long running from the negative that confronting it sounds like trying to run into a brick wall, over and over, but.
you dummy, we're not leaving you, they say, even if things change. even if they're not here, in the prism, the fact that they'd try to find him all the same -- well.
he breaks, a little, and brings his hands up to cover his face. noooooo. don't look at him while he cries, it's so embarrassing.....]