AUDIENCE FOR: su jiuqing

[saturations]

Comments

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it was a lot
i'm ok

[this is likewise sent pretty immediately even though i'm slow]

[saturations]

good
its...
this wasnt what we wanted to do today
any of us i think
i wish there was a way to take it all back somehow

[countermeasures]

i wish there was too

[...]

the prism... how much does it draw on our past experiences, do you know?
or is it more the things we feel?

[saturations]

not sure
its like
your past experiences shape how u feel about stuff doesnt it
so what if its both?

[countermeasures]

that could be it...

i had a specific experience in my past that
it would be nice if it repeated itself now, for them

but i don't know if it's possible

[saturations]

...what kind of experience?

[countermeasures]

do you promise to believe me, even if what i say sounds impossible?
i've never told anyone about it before

[saturations]

...sure
ive heard a couple of impossible things lately
what is it?

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[there's a long pause - this time, not because she's having trouble typing, but because she's warring with herself on whether or not to send it.

finally, though:]

i was murdered, once
but i woke up in my own body in the past
and i was able to use my memories of what happened to prevent it from happening

it would be nice... if that could happen for the two of them

[saturations]

[there's a long pause on their end, but it's mostly because they're reading and absorbing what she's saying.]

can i ask how u woke up in the past?
do u even know?

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i have no idea
at first i thought maybe it was just a bad dream...
but things kept happening the way i remembered them

[saturations]

like deja vu?
if things happened the way u remembered
u were able to change them for the better
i dont know if something like that could happen here
but a lot of things have happened lately that dont have explanations anyway

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i was able to avoid dying
and i was able to keep my mother from being murdered
so... yes, i agree that it's better

i don't know if it could happen here
i don't know why it happened to me in the first place
but it would be nice if it could. if the prism draws on any of my experiences, i hope it's that.

[saturations]

[...it would be nice, but.]

the prism has always worked on a balance
so i wonder what it would consider equal if something like that could happen
was there a trade at all when u woke up?
anything different?

[countermeasures]

no... not really.
the only differences were in the choices i made, since i knew enough to prepare countermeasures against what was to come

[saturations]

[nice namedrop.]

idk
maybe its another one of those things well have to wait and see
and go from there
and maybe tomorrow wont actually be so bad

[maybe the prism will be merciful.]

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it would be nice if it wasn't
but executions are generally not pleasant affairs

[saturations]

probably not
but we can still hope for now

[maybe.]

[countermeasures]

[and then they were wAX STATUES]

yes, we can
i'll see you there tomorrow, then?

[saturations]

sounds good to me
cya tmmrw

[countermeasures]

see you
rest well tonight

["if you can"... she's not going to get much sleep herself but it's fine]