I don't either. It... [...] ...I prefer to know the truth of what happened. And, I get the feeling that Sir Naruhodo would have wanted the truth to come out, too.
[she can't say that for sure since... he's too dead... to ask... but.]
honestly, she doesn't want to just leave while they're sleeping. after being locked into their archway a few days ago, it would be pretty cruel to just get up and leave so they wake up alone, so she'll stay where she is until they wake.]
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Not really. Actually, not at all, haha. [...] I liked Ryunosuke. And I like Kazuma, too.
[no nicknames, not right now.] I don't know how to feel about any of it.
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I don't either. It... [...] ...I prefer to know the truth of what happened. And, I get the feeling that Sir Naruhodo would have wanted the truth to come out, too.
[she can't say that for sure since... he's too dead... to ask... but.]
But that it happened at all, it's...
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[a little shiver of amber runs through their static.]
It shouldn't have, but it did. And I think - this... Selchy said it wasn't a kindness, but it's a necessity. I think he's probably right.
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[sorry, emet "what the fuck is murder?" selch said this was a necessity?]
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[they shift, uncomfortably.]
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she closes her eyes.]
I see.
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It shouldn't be like this.
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[god can't they just contribute some of their color to make a murderer quarantine zone without killing them]
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they just lay on the ground silently, for a bit. thinking, maybe.]
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eventually she has to pull her hand away because it's Too Numb.]
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[and she chose to do it anyway! so!]
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but they'll lay here and kind of just eventually doze off if she stays. at least they're comfortable enough to sleep while she's around.]
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honestly, she doesn't want to just leave while they're sleeping. after being locked into their archway a few days ago, it would be pretty cruel to just get up and leave so they wake up alone, so she'll stay where she is until they wake.]