[ She blinks, and then suddenly her lips curl into a frown. ]
And it's safe to assume that if there's a piece of you that will always be angry... it will stay the right, correct? Even if it may not show itself? Even if it seems like an entirely different part of you?
. . . I have studied it for a long time, but still I would not presume to know everything there is about the Prism. I have long sought to maintain myself in exactly the same way. I do not wish for change. Even so, I find myself changing.
In fact it's difficult to even say it was me, and the only reason for that is because someone had completely wiped my memory. That trauma the person I was before and their entire life was gone until recently. Very recently.
[ She remembers Damien and what he had told her; she had threatened him. ]
I think with me regaining these memories that this person has become present.
[ They consider this, or at least. as much as an empty room can consider. but their tone is steady and even - someone who's nature is strict, but attempting some comfort, if only for the steadiness of the tone.]
And this person ... you fear this place will draw more of them out?
. . . I have some understanding, of what it is like to have to different forms of your own self. And I have seen others taken over by some inner darkness, and turn on the ones they cared for. But you cannot fight an enemy you are merely guessing the shape of. Your will must remain strong, and we will try to find a solution for you.
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And it's safe to assume that if there's a piece of you that will always be angry... it will stay the right, correct? Even if it may not show itself? Even if it seems like an entirely different part of you?
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. . . I have studied it for a long time, but still I would not presume to know everything there is about the Prism. I have long sought to maintain myself in exactly the same way. I do not wish for change. Even so, I find myself changing.
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[ She sighs. ]
This conversation will stay between the two of us, correct?
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In fact it's difficult to even say it was me, and the only reason for that is because someone had completely wiped my memory. That trauma the person I was before and their entire life was gone until recently. Very recently.
[ She remembers Damien and what he had told her; she had threatened him. ]
I think with me regaining these memories that this person has become present.
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And this person ... you fear this place will draw more of them out?
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While I understand her anger and I’m sympathetic of what she went through… I know she would hurt the people here.
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[ They do sound understanding, at least.]
Do you know of any way to combat this other person? Have you faced her before?
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Honestly I can only assume the safest bet is that if "Wicked" appears... killing the two of us would be the best option.
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. . . I have some understanding, of what it is like to have to different forms of your own self. And I have seen others taken over by some inner darkness, and turn on the ones they cared for. But you cannot fight an enemy you are merely guessing the shape of. Your will must remain strong, and we will try to find a solution for you.
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But we don't know what happens and she's just going to release a breath, like she was holding it this entire time. ]
I... would really appreciate that. I will do my best to see if I can understand more about her, too, in case that might help.