[ that gets vax to laugh, shaking his head. god. that doesn't even begin to cover it. he shifts a bit, bumping his shoulder against rindo's. ]
... It doesn't. I don't think so. I think people like us are always going to want to try and change our path. 's hard, knowing some things are inescapable. [ thoughtful and wry, here. vax looks away, up at the sky overhead. ] She told me once, that you can bend fate and twist it, but never really break it. I think I spent my whole life jumping on the strings of it and fucking it up to try and avoid it.
Even right now. Coming here surprised me - 's making it hard to accept going, again. I thought I had that shit locked up. Turns out you meet a bunch of assholes you like, and you've got to figure out how to say goodbye to them all over again.
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[ that gets vax to laugh, shaking his head. god. that doesn't even begin to cover it. he shifts a bit, bumping his shoulder against rindo's. ]
... It doesn't. I don't think so. I think people like us are always going to want to try and change our path. 's hard, knowing some things are inescapable. [ thoughtful and wry, here. vax looks away, up at the sky overhead. ] She told me once, that you can bend fate and twist it, but never really break it. I think I spent my whole life jumping on the strings of it and fucking it up to try and avoid it.
Even right now. Coming here surprised me - 's making it hard to accept going, again. I thought I had that shit locked up. Turns out you meet a bunch of assholes you like, and you've got to figure out how to say goodbye to them all over again.