its different than it is for u guys shale took care of us well be ok its idk compulsion does and doesnt feel right i recognized the feelings but i dont know if i would have acted on them normally even though they were mine
mmmmaybe? like the colors i dont focus on most of the time started being used so ig thats maybe close so it became easier to listen to those ideas and emotions
[to be fair, jiuqing is pretty much entirely a normie except for the part where she died and then woke up in her past body with all her memories intact.]
don't always...? have they done that before, then? or was this the first time?
cut them some slack its been a long week the bullying can start tmmrw tho
[...with that though, the blanket lump wiggles briefly and they finally poke their head out. they almost appear even more shrouded in shadows of a blue-black variety despite being a solid form and their eyes are a brighter yellow. on the other hand, the cup of tea is empty. thanks jiuqing.]
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is it an interrogation if i offered?
i think all i can do is stay here until its better
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[given. gestures. their Everything.]
but if you really don't mind if i ask...
yesterday, some of the others said they felt almost compelled to feel differently than they normally would.
did that happen to you today?
you seemed rather more aggressive than you did last time we spoke.
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shale took care of us
well be ok
its
idk
compulsion does and doesnt feel right
i recognized the feelings
but i dont know if i would have acted on them normally
even though they were mine
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[but... hmm.
she taps her chin, thinking, and then types something on her phone.]
would it be more accurate to say that your inhibitions had loosened up, then?
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like the colors i dont focus on most of the time started being used
so ig thats maybe close
so it became easier to listen to those ideas and emotions
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[she hums, considering that for a few moments.]
did it have something to do with that archway, do you think?
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never seen that archway before
sometimes different ones show up
but this was new
its possible
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how do they work, anyway? is it normal for them to just appear like that?
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sometimes
but they dont always act like that
where people get locked inside and stuff
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don't always...?
have they done that before, then? or was this the first time?
["was it because of us..."]
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but not really like what happened today
this was new
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what sort of places have you ended up in?
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im sure once the prism settles again u will get to see more places too
dont worry
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[(looks at color change) she will not succeed]
i wish i understood more about the prism
i feel a little silly, having to ask you all so many things about it
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its a confusing place when u arent used to it
but its still a nice place once u get to know it better
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but u guys are already making things better
so maybe not that long at all
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well
we certainly don't want to make things worse
even if it seems like we do that without meaning to sometimes
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i dont think its entirely ur guys fault
its a combination of stuff
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im not sure myself
but i dont think its just one thing anymore
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let's all stay alert
perhaps we can figure it out by working together
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and hopefully everyone will still work together
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its been a long week
the bullying can start tmmrw tho
[...with that though, the blanket lump wiggles briefly and they finally poke their head out. they almost appear even more shrouded in shadows of a blue-black variety despite being a solid form and their eyes are a brighter yellow. on the other hand, the cup of tea is empty. thanks jiuqing.]
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