Someone has been helping me a little with my communication style, and I'd like to try something. Could you possibly tell them "I don't like you and you should shut up" for me?
Oh, I don't really care if they do that. I mean I'm not against it I just don't have any real opinion on it one way or the other. It doesn't seem like any of my business.
It's alright. This was a hard week for a lot of people. We lost some, some are very down, I got most of my memories back, I worry people won't practice proper safety with the dinosaurs?
oh did you? more about that temple you gardened and what not? tell me about it also uhhhhhhhhhhhhh yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa actually glad to be far away from that good luck with the idiots aka crow who wanna play in lava tho i guess???
Not that part, the part after. When I left my temple and travelled for a while. It was nice. I had a great group of friends, they were all terrible. It's funny, I just hadn't realized how much of the world I've already seen. It's a lot bigger than I knew it was.
Is Crow bothering you? He did ruin a pretty nice chair.
tell me about like the places you seen the people you met i basically lived my entire life in the same shitty town didn't have any friends and didn't want any didn't go on trips like normal families did cause my grandpa hated my guts so i like hearing about what other people see
he's not bothering me he's just stupid always has been
Anyway, I'm sorry about your grandpa. I was close with my family but we lived in a remote place for a long time. But then I left and saw some incredible things. The ocean. I've been to the bottom of it. And deep, deep underground, where the really weird creatures and lava monsters are. Helped my friends break into a dragon lair? And also into a forbidden tomb that in retrospect, we shouldn't have broken into at all. The world is so much bigger than I knew it was. And there's a lot out there that I don't care for. Some of it will haunt me for a long time. But it was nice. There's still so much I'd like to... Well.
don't apologize it's whatever oh shit the bottom of it? heard that the creepiest shit is down there lmao you make it sound so casual wtf why is that so funny who just says hey bestie wanna tomb raid by the way it's a dragon
the world's huge yea i wanna travel hm
[ damb ]
yea but that's kinda normal right there was a guy i knew once who to be honest he's a fucking idiot and the second i see him again i'm just gonna beat his ass but you're not alone you know there's always gonna be things that hurt us and wear us out but you survived right? might as well keep moving forward
like to what? just say what you're feeling man if i'm being honest you gotta be too lol
[wtf this is so sweet. he's probably just going to write that sentiment into text at some point so hold onto your butt.]
Oh, there's a lot of weird stuff down there. Hags that sink ships and skeletons and leviathans.
Alright, fair's fair. I was thinking I'd like to see more of it. And I'd like you to see more of it, too. It's sad that it can't happen.
But I know I'm not alone, and neither are you. I've enjoyed these talks a lot. Your perspective is valuable to me and I'm grateful you feel as though you can share it.
[ that’s fine just always remind everyone that the sociopath who shoved a grenade in someone’s mouth once told you this ]
it COULD y’know like we can go out and see more i don’t plan on dying until i got to disney or a museum at least once just to see what the fuck the fuss is all about
yea me too she liked having someone to talk to, too i know shit about my world is confusing but she and i are really hoping to get our stupid friends back to reality and maybe like if miracles do exist or whatever, there’ll be chance to wake up and walk again i don’t wanna miss out on that chance even if all odds are against it
so if you wanna see that world of yours again and those people you’re talking about let’s take the leap and try
I want that for you, too. I don't want you to miss out on that. Miracles definitely do exist. Even if they don't always appear when you need them.
I'm thinking about it. I have been thinking about it. Some of you are pushy, and you make some good points. I have a responsibility here, though, too, to keep the people who depend on me safe. I can't go chance some reckless plan if it's going to get someone else hurt.
Well. Technically the Wildmother. But I don't specifically mean them, although I would like to protect them as well if I can. I mean Bass and Riff. And Steel too, I suppose, but she's an adult.
We've spent a lot of time putting pieces of ourselves into this place, making it stable, safe, a good place to be.
Trying to escape seems to have the opposite effect. It removes that stability. I think that's what worries me so much. Is there a way to have both? If so, we haven't found it.
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Someone has been helping me a little with my communication style, and I'd like to try something. Could you possibly tell them "I don't like you and you should shut up" for me?
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i'll tell them you said fuck off eat a dick
anyway
hooooooooooow's it goin over there
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I mean I'm not against it I just don't have any real opinion on it one way or the other. It doesn't seem like any of my business.
It's alright. This was a hard week for a lot of people. We lost some, some are very down, I got most of my memories back, I worry people won't practice proper safety with the dinosaurs?
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oh
did you?
more about that temple you gardened and what not?
tell me about it
also uhhhhhhhhhhhhh yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
actually glad to be far away from that
good luck with the idiots aka crow who wanna play in lava tho i guess???
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Is Crow bothering you? He did ruin a pretty nice chair.
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like the places you seen
the people you met
i basically lived my entire life in the same shitty town
didn't have any friends and didn't want any
didn't go on trips like normal families did cause my grandpa hated my guts
so i like hearing about what other people see
he's not bothering me
he's just stupid
always has been
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Anyway, I'm sorry about your grandpa.
I was close with my family but we lived in a remote place for a long time.
But then I left and saw some incredible things.
The ocean. I've been to the bottom of it.
And deep, deep underground, where the really weird creatures and lava monsters are.
Helped my friends break into a dragon lair? And also into a forbidden tomb that in retrospect, we shouldn't have broken into at all.
The world is so much bigger than I knew it was.
And there's a lot out there that I don't care for.
Some of it will haunt me for a long time.
But it was nice. There's still so much I'd like to...
Well.
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oh shit
the bottom of it? heard that the creepiest shit is down there
lmao
you make it sound so casual wtf why is that so funny
who just says
hey bestie wanna tomb raid by the way it's a dragon
the world's huge yea
i wanna travel
hm
[ damb ]
yea
but that's kinda normal right
there was a guy i knew once who
to be honest he's a fucking idiot and the second i see him again i'm just gonna beat his ass
but
you're not alone you know
there's always gonna be things that hurt us and wear us out
but you survived right? might as well keep moving forward
like to what?
just say what you're feeling man
if i'm being honest you gotta be too lol
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Oh, there's a lot of weird stuff down there.
Hags that sink ships and skeletons and leviathans.
Alright, fair's fair.
I was thinking I'd like to see more of it.
And I'd like you to see more of it, too.
It's sad that it can't happen.
But I know I'm not alone, and neither are you.
I've enjoyed these talks a lot.
Your perspective is valuable to me and I'm grateful you feel as though you can share it.
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it COULD y’know
like we can go out and see more
i don’t plan on dying until i got to disney or a museum at least once
just to see what the fuck the fuss is all about
yea
me too
she liked having someone to talk to, too
i know shit about my world is confusing but
she and i are really hoping to get our stupid friends back to reality and maybe like
if miracles do exist or whatever, there’ll be chance to wake up and walk again
i don’t wanna miss out on that chance even if all odds are against it
so if you wanna see that world of yours again and those people you’re talking about
let’s take the leap and try
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I don't want you to miss out on that.
Miracles definitely do exist. Even if they don't always appear when you need them.
I'm thinking about it. I have been thinking about it. Some of you are pushy, and you make some good points. I have a responsibility here, though, too, to keep the people who depend on me safe. I can't go chance some reckless plan if it's going to get someone else hurt.
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the living?
who made that your responsibility in the first place???
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Technically the Wildmother.
But I don't specifically mean them, although I would like to protect them as well if I can.
I mean Bass and Riff. And Steel too, I suppose, but she's an adult.
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Losing more than they've already lost - losing Steel or myself, or losing one another.
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not that you really need that to stay i guess but i'm curious
have you guys ever thought of a way how to ensure this place doesn't fall apart
aside from like
staying
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Trying to escape seems to have the opposite effect. It removes that stability. I think that's what worries me so much. Is there a way to have both? If so, we haven't found it.
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what didn’t work or like
what did you try doing to get out of here at least
if you remember
cause it looks like there’s been a couple attempts and they’ve done nothing but make this place into a fucking dumpster fire
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I think it was before we lost the other four.
Why we lost them.